Monday, November 13, 2017

now we walk through this life almost





now we walk through this life almost
as if phasing into the next sphere to
become ghosts or the definition of
what an apparition could exhale into
the sea of voids…

it was not always like this as seldom
any things are so we live quietly apart
from each other together in union of a
name only and that aspect suits us
fine i guess but we don't talk about it…

become who you are has been my
feeling for years once I understood how
things work more closely it would not
have mattered that much but she never
notices what really matters moving
forward…

i do not place any blame on us though
for that does not help any part of any
desire or plan or part of the paths both
chosen or unchosen to give us the portion
of breadth required to get by during the
wonders and falsities we often acquire in
the during of our stay here…

that soft spot in my heart for artists and
lovers and how the whole process of life
sometimes consumes them beyond every
aspect of rationale behavior seems to give
sway to my comfort agents and begins to
sell me a moral fiber that in turn will always
prevent any commercial success that i once
aspired toward…

this is how i have become and growth in it
has made me accept the unproven designs
as only a true artist is capable of understanding
this force of nature that confides in us within
the deepest darkest of secrets we keep about
who we are but rarely admit to others for fear
of success which may render our purpose
impure upon all thoughts and regards…

so we walk unassuming really toward any
indifference held toward our still love for each
other as we care for the beings in our lives in
and out of this dwelling and subscribe to any
and most petty bickering because everyone
needs a hobby to escape to but i always
thought it would be just a little less empty in
feeling even taken all the years of various
pains and pleasures withstood and the all
mighty lessons i have learned to take back
with me to the source… i remain again...